Wednesday, March 14, 2007

After a disappointing episode of American Idol, my boyfriend started going through my phone...

I have a camera phone that I have had for about a year and a half... filled with numbers and pictures that I have collected. He decided to scroll through my picture that I have NOT looked through in a very long time.

Guess what happens next??

He found 3 different pictures of 3 different exes!!! I was like OMG and immediately deleted them! I had no clue that he would get so upset :( I really didn't mean for them to still be there!

He left my house kinda angry and is still being very distant over the phone...

What am I supposed to do about this. I said I was sorry... they were OLD pictures...

UHH! I wish I could just go to his house and love on him.... I don't know if he realized how much he means to me. I wanna spend the rest of my life with him! Hopefully he will calm down and be better tomorrow...

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I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.
Since the day I met you and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.
Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever.





Tuesday, March 13, 2007

He gives me butterflies


I am feeling like a really lucky girl right now. I'm on top of the world!!


I met this guy about a year ago. I immediately thought he was attractive, but I figured he wouldn't give me the time of day. We began talking and had an immediate attraction. He was so great. We became really close friends. Even my family loved him!!


We dated off and on for awhile. It took me quite a long time to really learn his personality. He has a pretty bad temper but wouldn't hurt a fly. He is a lover not a fighter :)


We became exclusive about 2 months ago, and it has been pure bliss. He is so amazing in every way. He told me he loved me a few weeks ago and I felt like I had just won the lottery or something. It is the best feeling in the whole world.


I am in LOVE!


He really understands me and I understand him. I hope and pray that this relationship just gets better and better...